Mirror, Mirror, Blindpost

Officially survived week 1 in Johannesburg, South Africa... success! I even have a working phone and a regular yoga studio to go to. #winning

So much has happened in just the last 8 days I have been here, I can barely wrap my mind around it. I've been meeting people- amazing, talented, vibrant people- by the dozens everyday, and running into them at cool, dimly lit intimate poetry gatherings as if my life were a well-written Hollywood movie about Johannesburg's young and beautiful. #blessed

Some other highlights of the week:

  • Being blown away by the virtuosic dancers of Jessica Nupen's "Rebellion & Johannesburg" who seamlessly blended text with video with movement with song and explosive South African urban dances with captivating contemporary dance. Sure, it was an adaptation of Shakespeare's "Romeo & Juliet" that was quite impossible to follow and it could have used some dramaturgy help, but even so, it worked. 
  • Hearing fellow Latin people able to pronounce my name, Marina, with that latin-sounding rolled "r"...  How incredible it is to find "your people" in a new and foreign place! I could feel my entire body sigh out in relief at the sound of that "r"... aaaahhhh :) 
  • Being introduced to Gregory Maqoma's Rehearsal Director and then her inviting me to meet with her and take company classes while I'm here... YES PLEASE!

A huge highlight was getting to visit Wits University and the incredible Drama For Life department, where I will be conducting my artist residency for the next several months. I am blown away by this unique social justice-focused art-activist program housed within the Wits School of the Arts, a somewhat conventional performing arts institution. The DFL center has really carved out its own identity and mission-driven presence at Wits, its walls covered in portraits of human rights leaders & activists from all over the world and its staff spilling over with radical agendas, critical conversations, and vibrant energy. 

 

Looking into the future...

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Warren Nebe is the Founding Director of this ship, and he was described to me by one of the staff as a genuine Moby Dick- a larger than life presence that permeates the space but whose schedule keeps him so busy and out-of-sight that his very existence seems to be a myth, until he creeps up behind you in the middle of a debrief conversation about your class and offers up invaluable insight that changes your work and life. Indeed, just this past week I have witnessed this very dynamic take place countless times, catching epic phrases like "what you see as confusion in the students is actually plain denial, a reflection of the state of this country". Boom.  

Warren and the DFL staff have established various strategies that help them to constantly assess the curriculum and general state of the program. Such strategies include weekly mandatory town hall meetings for students and staff, regular Reflection & Praxis classes devoted solely to processing the students' experiences, and quarterly academic staff meetings where teachers share class themes in an attempt to find cross-overs and keep the curriculum as interconnected as possible. These meetings are also an opportunity for teachers to share successes and challenges they're experiencing with their students, and ask for support where it may be needed. 

 

At one such academic staff meeting on Tuesday, Refiloe Lepere, a young, energetic and super sharp drama therapy teacher, was sharing about her Reflection & Praxis class, an enthusiastic and green group anxious to be open and vulnerable with one another. She mentioned employing a metaphor in class to help the students understand what this process of critical self-reflection was like, one that I found to be totally genius in its simplicity. 

"Mirror, mirror, blindspot." 

Meaning, when we engage in self-reflection, we are confronted with mirrors that we are able to recognize and look into. But every now and then, rather than being able to hold up a mirror to ourselves, we come across a blindspot- an area that we have no idea is even there or giving us trouble at all. This is where the group process can really come in handy, the ability to critically self-reflect as part of a group challenges us to hear others' truths and perhaps look at our previously held assumptions in ways that we could not otherwise do by ourselves. 

And it occurred to me what a wonderful tool this would be for myself as well, as I embark in my own process of Reflection & Praxis. The very nature of a blindspot is exactly that- it is invisible to us and we are blind to it. Until a particular experience or something someone says to us at the right moment angles the mirror in exactly the right way so we can bravely and curiously peer into it and say for the first time, "aaahhh.....".  

So here's to mirrors and blindspots, to being brave and curious. Week 2, I'm ready for yah. 



Because I Travel: An Artivista's Blog

When people ask me why I still have hope and energy after all these years, I always say: Because I travel. Taking to the road- by which I mean letting the road take you- changed who I thought I was. The road is messy in the way that real life is messy. It leads us out of denial and into reality, out of theory and into practice, out of caution and into action, out of statistics and into stories- in short, out of our heads and into our hearts.

- Gloria Steinem

Gloria Steinem has always been a shero of mine, but her latest book, "My Life On The Road", officially cemented her place in my Top 5 BadAss Womyn list (along with Audre Lorde, Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie, Rita Moreno, and Badi Assad). In her book, Ms. Steinem talks about traveling being the thing she has most done in her life, but what she has least written about. It has been consistent throughout her life, from the time she was a little girl road-tripping with her dad from job to job and city to city, to her adult career as an organizer and writer. 

And that is what Ms. Steinem and I have in common. I am the daughter of two Brazilian diplomats, and by the age of 14 I had lived in six different countries (Brazil, Argentina, Bolivia, Spain, Japan and the United States) and as an adult, I have made (am making) a career as a choreographer, dancer, and educator, getting to share my art with and learning from communities all over the world. 

I came across Ms. Steinem's book two weeks ago, two weeks before I set off for a year of traveling to Los Angeles, Johannesburg, Rio de Janeiro and New York City for work (and family and life). The timing was perfect. I was drowning in bureaucratic errands preparing for my travels- visas, packing, moving- and wondering what the hell kind of life and family my husband and I were building- would we ever make a "home"? When and, more importantly, where? And did I even want that? 

Well, as Ms. Steinem put it, it turns out most people confuse growing up with settling down. And this nomadic lifestyle is able to do two seemingly incompatible things- satisfy our addiction to freedom and love for community. To borrow from Marta Gonzalez of the seminal band out of East LA, Quetzal, I am an artivista, an artist-activist with a mission to contribute to social movements through my art, and in my case, to build a movement through movement.

So yes, traveling allows me to take on residencies and projects that help me pay my bills, but in truth, I keep doing it because, not only does it get me out of my head and into my heart (as put by Ms. Steinem), but out of my head and into my body. It is the only way I know how to live by my core values, to fight injustice and build community. Like Ms. Steinem says, "nothing else allows you to be a full-time part of social change."

So welcome to my blog. It is not a travel blog. It is not a dance blog. It is not an activist blog. It is a blog to observe and notice my own place in the world, to hold myself accountable to my process and values, and to celebrate people's infinite creativity and resilience. It is an artivista's blog.

Act up, engage, and enjoy.